I Fake A Smile And Pretend Everything Is Okay

To all those people who know me this is for you.

Am I ok? No I am far from ok. I am falling apart inside and I have nobody to turn to. If I seem distant or distracted I am sorry I do not mean to be it is just that I am needing some serous help or a friendly ear. What happened to me when I was a teenager is NOT ok and the way people are just sweeping it under the carpet and ignoring it is not ok I need help not to be ignored and tricked into seeing the person who was so disgusting and violated me