People have done this before ok

O.o

Why would I see a psychiatrist

Why

🤐

I agree with Maggimay, if you are not trolling you really need to seek some help because it sounds like you are slowly killing yourself

You have to see a psychiatrist!

Your mindset is unhealthy. It's not normal for a person to try and deliberately ruin their health. I'm not sure if you are trolling or if this is something you really think about.

You have to be trolling right?

Then I really suggest you speak to a therapist. You on a suicide mission here.