*sigh* My work and/or identify and/or addiction stemmed anxiety is flaring up this evening. About an hour post shift and right on cue. =\
I'm unsure what to do and unsure of how much more weed I need to smoke and how many times I need to get off tonight to make myself feel better, but right now I'm a god damned frazzled ball of nerves and I wish I could just unplug this bastard at least for a few minutes.