Have you ever written a suicide note?

Nope. But I would say: “Saint is a stinky bish.” ❤️😌😚

I've thought through everything I'd write in one. Many times. But I never wrote it in fear that it might be found. Also, I'm not the kind of person that would leave a note. If I don't get closure, I'm sure as fuck not giving it to anyone else.

At least, that was my attitude when I was in that horribly dark place.

As for what I'd planned, it was mostly blame, guilt, and apologies.

Apologies, telling them how I loved them, sometimes paragraphs for specific people, what I'd like done with the body, that kind of thing. I'm never spiteful in suicide notes and always quietly burn them after the crisis is over. I don't need to give the reason, they know it already.

But in my two most dangerous attempts, I didn't write notes.

I wrote a specific thing for mom.. "delete my history in case the cops want to look around on my laptop" ʕ ᵔᴥᵔ ʔ

No, probably want get many yeses cause they're dead

Only one to Jesus...