I Love Her But Cant Have Her

She's plaguing my thoughts again. Erin. No matter what I do, she's always there. Is this what regret feels like? That question makes me sound like a psychopath, but I've never let things get to me before in the way that she is. I'm not sure you'd call obsessive thought about someone you knew somewhat in 2010 "love" exactly, but this group was the closest I could find.

The really weird thing is that when she seeped into my mind today (and yesterday too, I think), I also thought about babies. Our baby, which is nonsensical.

I'm not sure what to do. Sorry for wasting the time of whoever ended up reading this.