Do you ever get the feeling that you traded one form of hell for another?

No, you have the choice to get out. Why don't you change it?

And, looking back, would you not have been better to get out alive? And far earlier? I wish to know...

And what will you do to change this?

@PoetryNEmotion: i am still trying to decide on that.

@Sharon4now: Don't waste years nor tears. You cannot recapture time. And tears? Well, you don't need to shed anymore. I wish you luck.

Oh i see. Everything ok?

@Shutterbug: I don't think you do. No, but I am off to work. We could chat privately later if you wish. I need to vent. I spoke to diablesse. But I would like a man's point of view. Thank you for caring, friend.

Of course! :)