I’ve made my mind up. I’ve decided how I’m going to do it

When I’m drunk enough I don’t feel a goddamn thing. So, I’m going to take a big bottle of grey goose, my Xacto knife, a box of reeses pieces, and either a fat burger or a pizza. Oh, and a bottle of aspirin. Go out behind some apartments in the woods, put on my suicydetracts playlist, and see where the night takes me. Definitely not tonight, the liquor stores will be closed when I get off work. But soon. Pretty soon.