gaining and gaining, up over 360 lbs, 5’2..
My BMI is 66... Imagine an obese person, with a bmi of 30, and.. add their whole body weight in fat and then some, onto that. That’s how heavy I’ve become, and I’m utterly addicted. I can’t stop eating, especially with my medications, that make me crave sugar, fat, carbs, and that make me have insane urges to binge and stuff my face and eat until I feel genuinely, worryingly ill...
And yet I don’t want to stop, I actually never want to stop. I want to be immobile one day, and I’m getting closer and closer. I can’t walk more than 500 metres without needing to rest for an hour at least, and can’t walk 250 metres without needing a break! My obesity is starting to make waddling around even harder, and it just makes me want to be even fatter! I’m eating myself to death, my BMI is worryingly high, but... I’m worried that it’s too low!
And yet I don’t want to stop, I actually never want to stop. I want to be immobile one day, and I’m getting closer and closer. I can’t walk more than 500 metres without needing to rest for an hour at least, and can’t walk 250 metres without needing a break! My obesity is starting to make waddling around even harder, and it just makes me want to be even fatter! I’m eating myself to death, my BMI is worryingly high, but... I’m worried that it’s too low!
