I very much know
That so much I can't handle in life is from what I deal with in myself. I know what author coined the idea of Catch-22
I am tired, I feel shattered from a years way back when I lost my father. I may have been trying to go through school again, at 30, to give reference in age when that was now more than 10 years. And like many who experience grief, I gave up something
Its maybe not kind of me, who cares, but I do remember the feeling of knowing not many were with me in that time. I remember feeling very alone. Trapped with kind friends, siblings older than me, who found connection together they needed which by virtue they would as they are a year apart and I'm the child that came after
It really is a weird feeling when you seek wisdom, words... they are more successful yet they watch hockey games celebrating their life, they then forgot to the next year. I guess it's the same in a way
I am tired, I feel shattered from a years way back when I lost my father. I may have been trying to go through school again, at 30, to give reference in age when that was now more than 10 years. And like many who experience grief, I gave up something
Its maybe not kind of me, who cares, but I do remember the feeling of knowing not many were with me in that time. I remember feeling very alone. Trapped with kind friends, siblings older than me, who found connection together they needed which by virtue they would as they are a year apart and I'm the child that came after
It really is a weird feeling when you seek wisdom, words... they are more successful yet they watch hockey games celebrating their life, they then forgot to the next year. I guess it's the same in a way
