I'm officially done.

I've felt the same, but don't give up hope. Just like what we have can be snatched away at any moment, sometimes beautiful things are dropped in our lap out of nowhere.

The real answer is to pray and believe it.

The only way to change how you think of yourself, especially if you dislike or hate what you are, is to be more forgiving. Things happen to all of us and we all screw up from time to time but that's just the way life is. You are deserving of love and happiness just as much as anyone else. Your mistakes or how others treat you don't define you. Be merciful toward yourself, none of us, not one, will ever have everything figured out in this life. We simply do the best we can with what we are given and maybe at the end of it all, we can rest assured knowing our heart and intentions were pure and just.

I have been there myself and understand the place you come from. You are an articulate young woman and I think you have a lot to contribute to this world. Don't give up yet. Keep pushing past the darkness.

Why not give yourself the same dignity and worth you give to others,who you say are," lovely, beautiful, amazing, wonderful, and precious?

I've been there trying to help people feel better. I've also been depressed to wanting to commit suicide.