Mine died of cancer when I was 26 and she was 47. My life has been one nightmare after another since then.

I'm very sorry for your loss. I lost my mom 3 years ago and I still miss her terribly every day. The one thing that gives me solace as knowing that she is in a better place and no longer suffering.

As I read your post, I wasright there, remembering...missing.... it doesn’t get easier... youjust cope with the loss differently as the time goes by

I know how you feel, I looked after my mother when Dad died and then when she had stomach cancer but one day I went up the hospital and she had died when I wasn’t there. It hurts I know it does, but time does heal. Whatever happened don’t blame yourself you weren’t to know what would happen. Take Care 🤗

I lost mine a few years ago.

You are not alone .... keep going ♥️

So sorry big hugs

I cant relate...my mother was a bad parent. I felt bad when she died, but never missed her.

Sorry hun