It is done - I've opened yet another door that cannot be shut. I have said what needed to be said, and with it I have gone from non entry and silent thinker, to being. Being, with desires, wants and greeds.
I feel raw - like flesh licked by a flame. But the feeling is mine. The pain you feel now, that too is mine. I have marked your life, and a moment in time has been defined by my choice
It may be that you will all point the finger at me and scream - there is the monster that did this. Perhaps you may not.
I do not doubt that I could have waited, how long would have been willing to sit in limbo? How long can you run in circles before everything comes to an end?
It is done. I cannot undo it. Now, I am changed, and I must learn to be.
