Are you all alone?

I'm sorry this is happening to you. I can't prove this, but IMO, usually when someone is stuck in a state of despair, it's because something in their mind or body is stuck in the middle of a certain process and isn't finishing it.

Of course, that's not always the case. An abused child obviously isn't unhappy solely because something is wrong with them.

But the reason I draw this conclusion is because I've been constantly traumatized all my life, and only VERY recently did I realize that I'm a child abuse survivor and still being mildly abused. After figuring this out I grieved and cried for eight days straight (I mean full on crying and screaming). Now, suddenly I feel better than ever and it's because I've finally allowed my body to process what's happening and FINISH the process.

Your time will come.

Sorry for chewing your ear off lol.

tell you what they tell me keep your chin up. But that's very hard. When you haven't any self-esteem. Hope you feel better

ikr...working out or creative writing has helped but i still end up with that empty void

HAHHAHAAHha

i'm sorry you feel like this :(

I'm really sorry.

I'm sorry man.