I can never encourage myself to do anything tbh.
I was gonna say "I don't know why i cant encourage myself." But i feel like thats a lie. I know perfectly well why i can never really encourage myself or phsyic myself up. It pretty much has do with my self-a-steem issues and how doubtful I am with a lot of myself and what I can do, Not to mention a my anxiety mixed in the situations..so yeah.
It's hard, I mean it's not that can't be, as when bad turns into good and maybe I've had talking to by someone and such I do...its just I don't stay motivated. You can give me this whole speech about how I'm worth it and getting out there is awesome but I just feel good and physiced up in the moment and maybe the day after...but I don't get that drive to do what I'm failing to do or accomplish what I want to happen...i get physiced up and then fall back down to my usual, timid, anxious, doubtful self. It's frustrating for sure, but maybe it's just me holding myself back...maybe I'm doing it on my own and I just haven't plunged myself into the waters that are my goals/needs/wants/obligations...
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It's hard, I mean it's not that can't be, as when bad turns into good and maybe I've had talking to by someone and such I do...its just I don't stay motivated. You can give me this whole speech about how I'm worth it and getting out there is awesome but I just feel good and physiced up in the moment and maybe the day after...but I don't get that drive to do what I'm failing to do or accomplish what I want to happen...i get physiced up and then fall back down to my usual, timid, anxious, doubtful self. It's frustrating for sure, but maybe it's just me holding myself back...maybe I'm doing it on my own and I just haven't plunged myself into the waters that are my goals/needs/wants/obligations...
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22-25, M
