@rickfreeman15 I'm not scared to die but I want to live. I have had a close call and it was beautiful. But there are things I need to do before I die and I'm not giving up till then.
@cherokeepatti the closet call I've had was my surgery earlier the year, and when I woke up I realized that if I'd died I might not have even realized it. Kinda made me wish I didn't wake up but here I am
