are you satisfied with your life

@lovelywarpedlemon what would you change about your life that would make your answer "yes"?

@nemike I don't know. I'll have to ditch this sense of helplessness, first. Honestly, I don't know if I can beat it. I just want to give up, at this point. I thought I'd be happy if I could just love and be loved. Everything is so complicated and dysfunctional. I don't feel like trying anything anymore. I'm tired. I'm weak. I'm indulgent. I'm sensitive. I lack discipline. I'm not meant for this world. I'm going to self-destruct.

Sorry. You caught me at a low.

@lovelywarpedlemon You'll survive. Talk? Inbox me if you want.