My Journey [Spirituality & Religion]
Since the past 17 years I've been on a very spiritual journey . It's been very tough but well worth it. My spiritual beliefs changed a lot on the way what I was choosing to be God .
When I was 17 I ended up in severe pain with my soul after getting hurt very badly
When I was 21 I ended up loosing my mind and for the next 3 years if there was a hell , I've been there with my mind and soul . I couldn't function properly , suicide was always an option and that was in my brain for 3 years constantly .
When I was 24 I ended up in rehab centre and that changed my life completely . They used to practice meditation and after about the 3rd night with soul became pure again cause those last 3 years I couldn't sleep , very little appetite and a racing mind . My whole body was rock solid with tension . I used to be walking the streets all hours in the morning not caring who I'd bump into .
Then I started to believe in God what I choose to be God and from then until now life has been much easier .
From 24 to 38 I've through a lot worse in my life and being honest it didnt knock me for 6 cause I realized that I'm not running my life and being honest I know that I'm going to a better place .
I find this place is only a test for the next one , and to live on a spiritual life is the beginning of where the battles begin especially with the mind and thoughts that I'm talking about cause I find with thoughts that tells you where your mind is pure or not . The biggest battles are temptations that's what I think the test is .
When I was 17 I ended up in severe pain with my soul after getting hurt very badly
When I was 21 I ended up loosing my mind and for the next 3 years if there was a hell , I've been there with my mind and soul . I couldn't function properly , suicide was always an option and that was in my brain for 3 years constantly .
When I was 24 I ended up in rehab centre and that changed my life completely . They used to practice meditation and after about the 3rd night with soul became pure again cause those last 3 years I couldn't sleep , very little appetite and a racing mind . My whole body was rock solid with tension . I used to be walking the streets all hours in the morning not caring who I'd bump into .
Then I started to believe in God what I choose to be God and from then until now life has been much easier .
From 24 to 38 I've through a lot worse in my life and being honest it didnt knock me for 6 cause I realized that I'm not running my life and being honest I know that I'm going to a better place .
I find this place is only a test for the next one , and to live on a spiritual life is the beginning of where the battles begin especially with the mind and thoughts that I'm talking about cause I find with thoughts that tells you where your mind is pure or not . The biggest battles are temptations that's what I think the test is .
41-45, M
