At one point of my life I was a socialist with communist tendencies [Spirituality & Religion]

Now Christ is my friend I realize that my prerequisite for my belief in socialism (ultimately leading to communism)this ideology was to eventually solve all problems society had especially the needs of people. How times have change while communism and socialism still have part of my heart. It was during my spiritual awaking that I realize the wealth and material things don't bring happiness. Whats is funny I see the mystical body of Christ as many organism in a body to express different thoughts. You can find anarchist, communist, capitalist, scientist, spiritualital etc in the body of Christ. Don't worry my higher thought has lead to believe capitalism is a disease. I came across a quote a long time ago from a communist that said something like this "If Americans knew the truth how things ran they will be communist". My first thought was the stuff I read about U.S destabilizing left wing movements in Latin America and the world. Why did this capitalist countries do this? what did they fear? did they fear this less developed countries that follow a different route to progress? Do they fear colored people making better Kingdoms? What is more surprising that U.S was supporting the overthrow of left wing movements in a time were they sought themselves as racial tensions were on the rise. Like how stupid can colored people be during that time to be making deals with racist ass people. Well I'm not longer into politics. If I go back to school and i'm healthy I will touch this subject more into depth in the future.