just because I am hateful too doesn't mean I'm just like the people i'm up against...
you don't want to understand the complexity that I am which Is understandable but I am human and like everyone else need love.
I didn't ask for this. emotionally I wish it could have gone any other way. I was thrust into circumstances I never asked for never wanted never was able to really comprehend why people were so horrible to each other.
it wasn't until the harassment campaigns by conspiracy loons began against the victims of the tragedy I lived through that I began to understand what it was that made a person wish suffering on another.
I have cried an ocean of tears in empathy for the other survivors of the pulse night club shooting and their losses..
but their grief is not like my own, I .. have lost relationships that made me happy...
but at least for the most part I didn't have to bury my own child in the ground, not once but TWICE like brians mother did...
I still vividly remember the shift in his personality when his younger brother finally went
cancer, and then her daughter shot and killed at the pulse...
how could you feel all those emotions without feeling a sort of sadistic hatred for anyone who loved guns so much that they'd groundlessly and baselessly speculate about the whole thing being a conspiracy to rob them of their precious fucking firearms
How could you not find yourself sort of praying that someone finally does pry the weapon out of their cold dead hands?
I mean after all, they sadistically tormented your friends....
why wouldn't you want them to suffer right back?
and how can you pretend I'm not better? It's people I love, it's my love of these people that made me hate them.
They don't care, they say that the tree of liberty must be watered with the blood of innocents once in awhile.
and I feel liberty isn't worth it if this is what it means.
yeah. I'd welcome Tyranny if it meant safety from any further injury. they only love objects....
We're not the same.
I didn't ask for this. emotionally I wish it could have gone any other way. I was thrust into circumstances I never asked for never wanted never was able to really comprehend why people were so horrible to each other.
it wasn't until the harassment campaigns by conspiracy loons began against the victims of the tragedy I lived through that I began to understand what it was that made a person wish suffering on another.
I have cried an ocean of tears in empathy for the other survivors of the pulse night club shooting and their losses..
but their grief is not like my own, I .. have lost relationships that made me happy...
but at least for the most part I didn't have to bury my own child in the ground, not once but TWICE like brians mother did...
I still vividly remember the shift in his personality when his younger brother finally went
cancer, and then her daughter shot and killed at the pulse...
how could you feel all those emotions without feeling a sort of sadistic hatred for anyone who loved guns so much that they'd groundlessly and baselessly speculate about the whole thing being a conspiracy to rob them of their precious fucking firearms
How could you not find yourself sort of praying that someone finally does pry the weapon out of their cold dead hands?
I mean after all, they sadistically tormented your friends....
why wouldn't you want them to suffer right back?
and how can you pretend I'm not better? It's people I love, it's my love of these people that made me hate them.
They don't care, they say that the tree of liberty must be watered with the blood of innocents once in awhile.
and I feel liberty isn't worth it if this is what it means.
yeah. I'd welcome Tyranny if it meant safety from any further injury. they only love objects....
We're not the same.
