Is it bad to love one parent more than the other even though you love them equally?

I love both my parents will all my heart and soul and close to both but I preferred my mom. I miss her so much and she is no deceased. I was a lot closer to her and she actually understood me and since she was a young girl herself. Also she taught me a lot of things I need to to know even though she was a pain at times. My dad did too don't get me wrong. I'd be a mess without my daddy. I had a meltdown when my mom was murdered. I miss the hell outta her! I was so attached to my mom so much. My mom's friends we're like, "Wow your daughter doesn't wanna let you go. She is crazy about you lol." Mom would say, "Well that's my baby. She's a Mama's girl. So was I." My mom and I used to do a lot of things together and we had that strong special bond and she was always there when I needed her. I depended on her a lot. Now she is gone. I don't have her anyyand I get sad and jealous when I see everyone else with their moms. When I hear a young child yelling, "Mama!" And run to their moms arms and hugs and kisses. I get so angry I had to walk away. Sorry if this was long but is it normal?

Question: Who do you love more?
I loved my mom more. Hands down! Sorry dad.