I Feel So Alone

Heyy Y'all It's Me Bri..Yas,I Do Feel So Alone,Because,I Have To Keep This Side Of Me A Secret. Simply, Because, My Selfish Ass Didn't Take The Time To Fully Come To Full Terms With As Well As Acceptance Of Who & What I Really Am Until Later On In Life. Now,I Have Children and Godchildren Who I Would NEVER Want To Hurt Lose or Change How They Percieve & Look At Me.
How That Going To Look? Straight Up Street Thug To Soft Feminine Beautiful and Sexy "Female." Let's Not Include The Hate & Abuse Coming From My Past Background and The People In Who I Use To Associate With. Want To Talk About Being Trapped, I'm Forever Trapped In Both World's.. The Real World & My Head