I'm battling lust I just have so much inmy head and can find something to keep my mind off this things.
10 days no porn no playing. I have hadephobia and ocd religous I'm battling my demons. I am defenceless I don't have a chaplet or rosary. I suffer from loneliness which I had someone to be next to me in my bed to encourage me not to give up on the good fight. They have all abandon me father but why will you forsake me and throw me into the flames of hell. I struggle with Sloth-discouragement, proscrastination , Lust-hasty eyes and flesh, and Gluttony- love for food I don't love food you know I was trying to eat a balance a diet so I can glorify with chaste body. Oh death you are full or surprise and you Satan you are just tempting those who are trying to get close to god.