Sunday BluesI feel really down today. Another week is here, doctors appt on Friday, avoided a cookout today by choice because I went to one Saturday and my social battery is drained. What am to do?
Sad news todayAfter a lovely weekend I got some sad news that really hit home.. my best friend lost her dad who was such a lovely man, they found him dead in his chair he had past away in his sleep 😭. I know the pain she is going through right now and I feel her...See More »
Today is almost happeningI walk the dogs.. all 3. Im lucky to be in a place where i can be myself. I just want all my instincts are budding towards the right womsn.. thats my next goal.. relationship change up the universe of Brett... i can see the direction giver finally
I've been like this guy since January, but I turned him down today. It feels quite heavy.He only texts me whenever he wants. He asks beyond my boundaries. Sometimes he don't message me at all for 1 day. So I often treat him rudely like I don't care. He denies things that's obviously happening.
I should have called off today. I actually have better things I need to do than work todayLike finding a new way of transportation *tear*
To the one’s I’ve hurt… I’m sorry 😢 ( unless you deserved it ) Unfortunately, we tend to hurt the ones who love us the most 💔
When does it get easier?Today is another bad day and depression is setting in. I’m don't want to eat, or drink and still sitting here in my pj’s. I am lucky tho my boys are so good they are making me eat and telling me to drink more. My husband is always there giving me...See More »
Funeral today....The lady who lived next door to me growing up passed away last month. Her death was sudden and unexpected. She was 74....not a great age. I remember hearing her laughing in the evenings ( semi detatched houses) and she always had her hair dyed...See More »
Going to be a long day!So I have had 4 hours sleep as my mind was racing last night and I have an awful cold so just couldn’t shut my mind down. Sitting here with my cup of coffee going over memories of when my dad was in hospital and hoping he will be with me today. N...See More »
Emotional day todaySo tomo is my dads funeral after his passing on Boxing Day.. I have family over from Ireland who I Havant seen since I was 15 which will be nice but I am so emotional today I can’t stop crying. I think it’s finally hit me and now I feel so broken...See More »
Its the job thing againIm feeling so awful and useless rn , I still cant do simple tasks right .Im feeling so idiot now i wish i never went to work there . Today we were cleaning the place but i had no idea about what i was doing ?? Like i was so lost and feeling in the...See More »
Another day done..Todays been emotional but I have sorted the funeral for 6th feb all I got to do now is to go hand my dads keys over and say goodbye to his house tomo. It’s days like this i realise how broken I’m feeling and how I cannot be as strong as I would lik...See More »
Happy heavenly birthday dadToday my dad would of been 77 😔 How things can happen so quickly with no warning. Today is not only his birthdays it’s the day I have to arrange the cremation. What a shitty day for me!
Just had enoughWell today I picked up the death certificate so now to sort out the funeral for my dad. Once it’s all done I have decided I am booking a holiday where I can just chill or grieve. I just need some time out to get my head around it all tbh. 💔