My brother told me that my second cousin’s wanted to see me cause I’ve disappeared

And they want to make sure I’m not on any drugs.

So what you’re telling me is that you think I’m weak minded?

I’ve done them for fun here and there for the experience. But do you think I’d use them as some sort of crutch for the rest of my life?

I was just making up for my teenage years. I never go to do anything crazy or go anywhere in my teens. So excuse me if I finally go crazy. This is an important pit stop in my life. And I haven’t lost sight of who I’d like to be or where I want to be. But I never enjoyed my life so shut up 😂