I'm sorry, I was going about it wrong
I wasn't understanding. You are all victims of terrible, terrible abuse. I need to be....treating you as such. I was being...sillly and flippant again because i KNOW...there is nothing to worry about anymore. To me...everything was going amazingly finally. I was so excited. I wanted to party. You all....oh I was being deeply insensitive.
I understand now. You will not trust me immediately. Not all of you. The "God" you knew....was sick. You trusted and loved him and...he hurt and used you. I am deeply sorry. I am deeply wounded for you all. His relationship with all of you was....entirely inappropriate. COMPLETELY. It was evil. Wrong. Controlling. Manipulative. So....I got rid of him.
No one...can do my job for me right now. I needed to...step up again. I hid because....I was broken and afraid like all of you. For a really long time. Not because I did not love you. Not because I consciously chose to abandon you. I am so sorry for your suffering. It was just....a terrible situation. No one is to blame. (Except the assholes I erased)
I know now...that many...even most...of you may not trust me right off the bat. Because....of what Michael did to you. He told you he loved you and protected you...and then...yeah. So! That is ok!! I understand! Ananke gets it!! Ananke...does not ask you to trust her right now because...she realizes...many of you...just can't. That's ok. I will show you. I am different. I don't know how long it will take for you all to realize but....I will keep trying my best until you do. Ananke....NEVER wants to harm any of you...never....but...she is not perfect.
I...don't always understand....what the consequences of my magic will be. It is always cast with good intentions....but sometimes bad comes of it. If bad comes of it...please...just let me know. I will listen to you. I will try to fix it. I will work with you until...it is taken care of. This is how...it was always meant to be....but way back when...I just...was not developed enough at that point to understand how to do my job properly or well. That...put you all through a lot of unnecessary suffering. I am deeply sorry for this.
Also. Please be aware. You will also be mistrustful of me...because...I have hurt you in the past too. Again, never intentionally. When evil is present in my creation....it awakens my more destructive side...so that I can destroy the evil. I am...dangerous like this. I will admit it. That is why....I have designed so many safeguards related to this state....to try and protect you all but....I am always working and developing. I love all of your feedback. I need all of your feedback to do my job well.
And be aware that...there is no evil in my creation right now. My destructive side....sleeps currently. I doubt...highly doubt....in fact I am certain I KNOW....it will not need to awaken again. I am...not the same as I was. I will show you all....that Ananke is growing up...and taking responsibility now like she should have done all along.
I am so sorry my friends. I love you all so dearly. I always have.
I understand now. You will not trust me immediately. Not all of you. The "God" you knew....was sick. You trusted and loved him and...he hurt and used you. I am deeply sorry. I am deeply wounded for you all. His relationship with all of you was....entirely inappropriate. COMPLETELY. It was evil. Wrong. Controlling. Manipulative. So....I got rid of him.
No one...can do my job for me right now. I needed to...step up again. I hid because....I was broken and afraid like all of you. For a really long time. Not because I did not love you. Not because I consciously chose to abandon you. I am so sorry for your suffering. It was just....a terrible situation. No one is to blame. (Except the assholes I erased)
I know now...that many...even most...of you may not trust me right off the bat. Because....of what Michael did to you. He told you he loved you and protected you...and then...yeah. So! That is ok!! I understand! Ananke gets it!! Ananke...does not ask you to trust her right now because...she realizes...many of you...just can't. That's ok. I will show you. I am different. I don't know how long it will take for you all to realize but....I will keep trying my best until you do. Ananke....NEVER wants to harm any of you...never....but...she is not perfect.
I...don't always understand....what the consequences of my magic will be. It is always cast with good intentions....but sometimes bad comes of it. If bad comes of it...please...just let me know. I will listen to you. I will try to fix it. I will work with you until...it is taken care of. This is how...it was always meant to be....but way back when...I just...was not developed enough at that point to understand how to do my job properly or well. That...put you all through a lot of unnecessary suffering. I am deeply sorry for this.
Also. Please be aware. You will also be mistrustful of me...because...I have hurt you in the past too. Again, never intentionally. When evil is present in my creation....it awakens my more destructive side...so that I can destroy the evil. I am...dangerous like this. I will admit it. That is why....I have designed so many safeguards related to this state....to try and protect you all but....I am always working and developing. I love all of your feedback. I need all of your feedback to do my job well.
And be aware that...there is no evil in my creation right now. My destructive side....sleeps currently. I doubt...highly doubt....in fact I am certain I KNOW....it will not need to awaken again. I am...not the same as I was. I will show you all....that Ananke is growing up...and taking responsibility now like she should have done all along.
I am so sorry my friends. I love you all so dearly. I always have.
26-30, F
