feeling pretty bitter this morning.hopefully i'll be over it by the time i wake up from my surgery. (nothing serious)
i have my first surgery tomorrow.fortunately it's nothing serious. in fact, i'm kind of excited. i've never been put under general anaesthetic so i'm gonna see how long i can stay awake for. i'm really curious to see what it feels like. like, for me, would it be over in a flash?...See More »
i figured out how to bypass all the chatgpt filters...i wonder how long it's gonna be till it's fixed.
i stayed up for 2 nights.that's really unusual for me. i finally fell asleep earlier. i'm just hoping this won't become a recurring thing.
i randomly stumbled across my dream game yesterday. the games called Die By the Blade and is described to be a technical sword fighting simulator where battles are decided with one slash. i've genuinely been looking for a game like this for a long time. ever since i heard of bushido blade which is a...See More »
i think i may have found a shred of motivation.it's too early to confirm whether or not it's real but i have a feeling i'm onto something.
i feel like i'm too polite.my parents raised me to be as polite as possible. as i've grown older i sometimes have issues simply fitting in with people my age because i have this internal censorship over how i act. i end up being really awkward because it was drilled into me to...See More »
i've never really been interested in roguelikes.but hades 1 is cheap at the moment and i figured i'd buy it along with the second game. i'm hoping these games can pique my interest in the genre.
something i've noticed.these days i usually don't sleep before 5AM. my brain only really starts to tire out when the sun starts to come up. i think sleeping whilst people are starting to get up and do stuff is quite comforting. i have this weird tendency to convince myself...See More »
before using this site i thought blocking people was kinda stupid.these days it feels like im blocking at least 5-10 people a day lmao
why do people that cheat on their partners get so upset when they are caught?i can understand being embarrassed but these people have full meltdowns. if you're going to act like a complete lunatic once you're caught, why even cheat in the first place?
i figured something out.most of my issues can be summed up by saying "i don't feel important." so instead of focusing all my attention on trying to find the deeper meanings i'm just going to remind myself that i don't feel important and keep it moving.
i tried Lies of P today. i was surprised by how flawlessly it ran. the game not only looks really nice but it plays well too. the perfect blocking and parrying are really satisfying. looking forward to playing more of it.
something i don't really understand about this site.if someone's being really creepy in DM's why can't we expose them?
it sounds kinda funny but...i wish i thought more. i spend most of my day in a haze. not thinking about anything. just zoning out.