Random vent

Ever feel bad for being an empath? Feeling emotions. Loving people with your heart to realise you're just one pawn in their life or maybe a "replacement".

I'm tired of it. Tired of f*cking feeling it all. I f*cking hate emotions. I'm tired of feeling left off. Feeling discarded despite pulling the weights and sitting in a class with my hands up to show I'm there when I'm really invisible.

Gosh. It really feels empty after a while. Waking up everyday to ensure myself that everyone out there is a liar lol. This way, I don't need to trust anyone. And in this dumb equation, all I did was just trust people. Give them my heart lol.

Lame joke but I wish I were de*d than do that.

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Jenny1234 · 51-55, F

@Beatbox34 every morning I do a clearing of space and request beneficial downloads from the universe for myself and my loved ones. May I add you as a recipient to these? You do not have to do anything except open your heart and mind to accepting and receiving the downloads and clearing of space.

I’m a bit of a wuwu I’ll admit but I’m definitely not a whacko lol.

PS I truly believe these downloads work.

If you’re interested, I could also include you in something else I started doing about eight months ago. I won’t explain here but I tried it as an experiment and it worked/is working beautifully so far. So maybe I could try it out on you!!!

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Jenny1234 · 51-55, F

@Beatbox34 ok I will start tomorrow morning.

IBHappy · F

@Jenny1234 I would be interested in learning more about how you do this

Jenny1234 · 51-55, F

@IBHappy sure just message me

CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

I hate involuntarily mirroring emotions. Especially crying. I wasn't like that before at all, this shit only happened later in my life and I don't know why. But from some point if I see someone crying or tearing up, my body often wants to do the same even if the problem of the other person is not my problem at all.

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@CrazyMusicLover I can relate to it. But I can't control it. I hate that about myself. Trying to trust someone. Love someone despite knowing I'll be f *cked. But I still try. Still love and trust while I end up abandoned. Lost and broken.

Lisafriend27 · 31-35, F

Hello I know what you're saying. So tell me do you feel you are understood by anyone lately? Do they listen to you or struggle with that? 🤗👋

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@Lisafriend27 I don’t have a lot of people to tell my stuff about. It’s been that way for a long time. Thank you so much 🤗

Lisafriend27 · 31-35, F

@Beatbox34 I have a few but I'm trying to let them feel better too I try to give advice if they ask.

SlippingAway

I don't feel bad about being an empath, but I do get burned out sometimes from it and need to take some time to myself

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@SlippingAway I try to. I ALWAYS fail at it. And I end up broken because I don't have the guts to hurt others. Wish I were dea* lol

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Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@IBHappy That is true. I really have been screwed over a lot for being an empath. Which is why there are days I wished I could kill my emotions. Not feel pain. Not fall for the same trap. As easy as its said, its harder to even change

IBHappy · F

@Beatbox34 Very true. Shutting it off is difficult because you are constantly bombarded with it. You need to focus on your own peace, quiet, and tranquility and ground yourself. GET AWAY from the energy values as much as possible and focus on you and the things that bring you peace. Set your boundaries as much as possible. It's not easy but it can be done.

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