Today it's a new day. Things are improving 🌞

Yesterday I was seeing my life and I got triggered and obsessed that I'm not being treated right.
I rested and today things are hopeful once more and I know how I love myself and how life is beautiful and how slowly but steadily I am changing all that I don't like. I've changed SO much.
The quality of my life and the trust in myself and the world have shifted tremendously. My energy levels are satisfying. I'm a joyous person nowadays.
All is well 🧡

Tell me now, how are things in your world going this time around ?

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Matt85 · 36-40, M

You must be doing something right :)

I'm good. Looking forward to 3 beers (and no more!!) later.

elafina · 36-40, F

@Matt85 I am. I am keeping myself accountable to myself, taking responsibility for all of my doings.
I'm trying to gently parent me, softly lead me.

For me its like, two more jelly peanut butter bread slices (and no more!!!) :)

ninalanyon · 61-69, T

I'm just plodding along (sometimes in heels) from day to day, taking life as it comes. Making plans only for the immediate future, letting my subconscious guide me though my reinvention. My life has changed so much, at least on the inside, in the last six and a half years that things that were unimaginable before are definitely possibilities now.

elafina · 36-40, F

@ninalanyon and you're gifted in narrating these too...
Thank you for the reminder. A day, that's all we got 🌹

ninalanyon · 61-69, T

@elafina Me, gifted in narrating? That's interesting, I always found writing anything other than technical documents very difficult. Perhaps it's that I have let go of the idea that what I write has to be good! Or perhaps it is because SW is such a pleasant place to write in.

But thank you!

Nina xx

elafina · 36-40, F

@ninalanyon nahh you need to see this !!!:)

Anyways, I'd agree, I like writing here too, I'm the most honest I can be..

NerdyPotato · M

It's rough to be honest. Loneliness and sexual frustration is bothering me more than average again, seeing mass murder enthusiasts everywhere really gets to me, watching fascism get very real and very close is scary and I can't just ignore it to feel better.

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elafina · 36-40, F

@NerdyPotato none just shrug their shoulders and move on. You have two options. You either stay and feel what needs to be felt and after you've been through it all, which can take a while, then you can move on...
Or you either postpone and put things aside to be dealt later on.

NerdyPotato · M

@elafina that makes sense, thank you! I'll keep processing it when facing the truth can still make a difference then.

elafina · 36-40, F

@NerdyPotato it's called shadow work, it's facing and witnessing all the parts that require our attention and acknowledgement.
Just make sure you bring a healthy balance by taking care of yourself to the best of your ability 💗 hugs

Fairydust · F

Getting triggered is a sign we have to work on ourselves still, the healing journey is a weird one. ❤️‍🩹

Pretty good for me 🥰

Hope your day shines bright ✨💛

elafina · 36-40, F

@Fairydust of course it is but that doesn't make me any less wonderful or worth celebrating... I'm only saying that because that's what I used to think in the past.
Healing still on doesn't equal a less blessed or fulfilling life 🌹🌞

Fairydust · F

@elafina

Absolutely, I was the same, it’s a nice place to be. ✨💛

smiler2012 · 56-60

@elafina 👍that is excellent news you have manged too take some real positive steps forward and i am glad for you

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