Idk what im doing, but im doing it

Last night after my moment (im still kinda in it) i just kinda decided id speed run "self betterment" but its not really self betterment, its just me stuffing all my feelings down and pretending i dont care. Im getting to school late, but, im cleaning my room i hope and pressing a uniform (we where uniforms here) but i could just be talking out my ass, we'll see