I was just getting ready to send you a gift to tell you how much I enjoy your presence here. I truly do and I think we'd be losing one of our best members with your leave. However, I understand your conflictions and they are very much justified. I feel a lot of what you feel and hostility is rampant. I know Indy has faced some of the ugliest behavior here as of late. As much as I like helping people, I'm not the biggest fan of humans and I don't think I'll ever understand them. I know I'm far from perfect and can easily let me sensitivities get the best of me, but character attacks aren't necessary. On the same note, I can own the fact it's brought out some things in myself that I don't like. The place also seems to be losing it's appeal for substantial posts.
I can't deny, either, that the thought hasn't crossed my mind over the past month or so. For the most part, I've used the site more frequently due to health issues and bedrest over the past few years and things are finally looking up so i question staying. But it is called the Hotel Cali for a reason and I have several good and true friends I'd hate to abandon..😉
Whatever your decision, just know you're appreciated beyond words ! 🌷
