Today My dearest friend said to me tht I've sparkle in eyes like a star and may be I'll be a star in later life, seriously soul promise 😭🌌 she's soo Sweet 💎🐦 I said after I die I'll be one We just talked
my senior sister said to me, rai ! Just study well and sleep well, don't worry much 🥹 *** It's her Ik we were just doing crazy things on the road after class no stress 🙆♀️ 🌌💠hd no friends fir me It's always hard to make friends We've met first just this month It's like a blessing how we're talking lot
240530 my day today.. the end I woke up very very early and went to meet my maa Came back then finished all my chores here , it's election season so there's a lot of chaos around us , I had a minimal meal and spent the remaining day wit mainly working and studying I love the...See More »
my day today in short 240529 Woke up very early in morning today then went to drop a senior here at the bus stand , then hostel marketing, hostel works I sleep so less , sometimes I feel sleepy but it's summer so I can't sleep more here I attended classes in the evening,...See More »
my day today in short 240528I had planned to meet a classmate but she didn't pick any of my calls, at the noon I went out for some official works with a junior, did works at the hostel , I've a headache but all okay ***
240527 my today in short the weather is better today, in the morning I talked to my maa, maasi(aunty) , the children and aai over video call, it was a good start, I went to class , came back had cakes n snacks , not all days are same but ik as long as I give my best each day...See More »
230526 my today In the morning at around five I dropped two of my seniors at the station, A storm has come here so throughout the day weather is very unusual, it's raining all the time, In the evening we all cooked together, it was a huge dinner, I'm trying to...See More »
240525 My todayI went to see my mother, I dropped her at the railway station then for sometime we were talking inside the train then suddenly the train started to run , in a moment of panic I jumped out of the moving train, behind me my maa was so terrified, it was...See More »
Ludo is fun3.9 I really didn't play luddo in childhood Didn't participate in much sports in school days There was no opportunities either Mostly I was lonely Sometimes in village we girls will play local games and luddo Now they're all married Then I used...See More »
Missed you all! These days only believing in You keeps me alive 🐦 didn't know how to express ths suppressed emotions many a times I thought to myself I shouldn't exist anymore Thre's no reason for me there 🚫 This kind of existence traumas, harms, stupid narratives Whenever I recall, I want to leave 🦗 A...See More »
better days will come 🥹 believe me please 🫶 though it's hard to believe myself when I'm saying this 🦧
you can share your happiness with others only when you're happy yourself so your happiness is important to you first then to others around you💛 I praIk It's hard to be lonely I pray for your happiness, please be happy
striving, struggling, just keeping myself going somehow though it doesn't feel like life most of the time, just surviving is not living but what to dgiving my best never felt enough surrendering to ths broken fate is hard and I admit tht I'm so tired of everything ***
every sunrise brings new hope it's still early morning here It's summer so after some time the temperature will be very high It'll be intolerable So so many things has happened in past few days I went home , came back lost Got into a minor accident again Also I have changed...See More »
to die is such an easier escape, to me living feels like a torture most of the timenot just sometimes https://youtu.be/pasRphQvEUE?si=KVINFIk0-jbBUHjP
not all holis are happy .anyway this will be one of the saddest one in m life Some people mean to us more than any blood relatives So here we had someone with us since our grandpa generation This uncle who was so good to my family especially to us , my grandparents and...See More »
happy holi all my lovely friends here, happy holi everyoneSo many things have happened, Sorry I've been really off lately, I've not written a single detailed post , It's raining lot, a very terrible slow internet connection, unstable electricity here in village and the days will be so tiring, sometimes...See More »