Probably the longest rant I've made about a past relationshipEverytime a relationship ends there is something to learn from it. Sometimes it takes me longer to find the lesson, but I'm getting better at seeking out the answers sooner rather than later. In college I would stay in a relationship with a person...See More »
Moving on can be a hard roadI just want to cry everyday. I'm at the airport heading back home from the trip we had planned together where he dumped me right before it, yet again. (Last time it was Hawaii... this time Fresno) It was within 24 hours of the flight, so i couldnt...See More »
We can't just be friendsI can't be your friend. I try, and then it eats at me. I am consumed, and I think of you all the time. When I smile, I want to share it with you. When you're sad, I want to comfort you. I want you to treasure me. I want you to think of me everyday......See More »
My thoughts before the vacation 12/6/21I wrote this a while ago, but only posting it now: Packing for Hawaii now... I've been putting it off all weekend. I thought I would be excited, but instead as I put in the romantic frocks that I intended to wear with my significant other sitting...See More »
30 year-old life lessonsI'm finally focusing more on myself and my own goals. I used to try to focus on other people, friends or significant others, and help them out ofvtrouble or to reach their goals. When I was younger I thought I was doing this out of altruism. As I got...See More »
Just a little gripingIt's strange... ever since we broke up it's like I give off a scent of availability. Suddenly suitors are coming out of the woodwork and I haven't even announced that I'm single again. Old exes are calling me and sending me text messages that they...See More »
Reminding myself and others of gratitudeI don't take time recollect or take account of what I'm grateful for. I was talking to my ex boyfriend last night... I know, I know. I don't need to be talking to him right now. I just need to cut things off. But we talked for 3 hours and he told me...See More »
Update: I'm okay... ugh... the sadness is setting in again. I still think about him daily, but that's to be expected. Feelings don't erode in just a day. I put it out there and now I'm feeling the burn and that's just a part of life sometimes. My mindset hasn't...See More »
What the hell happened?!Why does my heart always get broken? ... he dumped me today. He said he didn't know why. He said he wanted to love me, but he just sees us as platonic friends. Then he started crying. 🙄 He said he didn't want to have anxiety in the relationship or...See More »
Have you ever had your significant other say they love you?... but you feel like they felt pressured to do so and didn't really mean it?
Update: We're back together!Me and my ex ended up having an amazing time together for Halloween. It reminded us of how much fun we always have together (and I'm sure the way I looked in my slutty costume helped 😉). But the next morning, he started hugging me while we were in hi...See More »
I think this is acceptanceIt's interesting. The longer I'm a part from him, the more I see that we weren't right for each other. I think I do that often. Stay too close in a relationship, not giving myself enough "me time" to really see if it's what I want in the first place....See More »
Update: I broke up with himWe are taking a week break apart. Not even talking, and from there we are going to try to salvage a friendship. I do think he is a cool individual, but we were not right in a relationship together. I'm glad I gave it a good amount of time to come to...See More »
Fortifying my BoundariesI'm trying to journal every day about something. This another step toward me learning to love myself. Right now I am trying to reacquaint myself with myself (as stupid as that may sound). I'm currently reading a book called, 'Not Nice' by Dr. Aziz...See More »
The Time BoundaryI want to talk about the boundary of time. We often talk about physical boundaries (consent before someone touches you, how they touch you). We talk about possession boundaries (who's stuff belongs to who and what are the appropriate ways to ask...See More »
Is this an echo chamber? Have I been here before?Do you ever have an epiphany moment and wonder how many times you've had that exact epiphany before? It can be an exhilarating moment, yet also frustrating at the same time, when you ponder the realization... like, "I'm happy I'm moving forward,...See More »
How many SW coins do you have right now? [I Ask Questions]Just curious, because I haven't spent any of mine since I got this account.
Maintaining my peace [I Am Grateful]I'm feeling a little angry at my ex today, and for no reason really. Just out of the blue, and it's late at night. I thought about how he might be doing right now and just got mad. I decided to take time to say some "I am grateful" affirmations to...See More »
Feeling StrongI am so flippin tired now. It's 2:20am. Just had an amazing night and I'm still glowing. I finally feel like I am moving closer to being my authentic self, and to have shown that to people today, and to have felt the connection that I felt... it's...See More »
Another Beautiful Day [I Am Grateful]Today has been another beautiful day. I spent the majority of the afternoon with my brother, mother, and stepdad and we played a bunch of board games. I ate too many Thanksgiving leftovers and called my Dad to check-in. I feel so heart full. I've...See More »