Drifting Through Life Despite Deadlines and Assignments

I did so little this weekend to accomplish the assignments due on Wednesday. No voice practice. Just sleeping, singing at church + cashing the check from the gig, filling my tank, then getting snacks and playing video games after watching the super bowl. I could be so much but choose to do fun things instead. I see my life falling apart but I'm trying to stop being content with doing nothing about it.