triggereddd ?

I was listening to music in my headphones..

it's 12:19am.

all of a sudden my dog starts yapping.

I'm on the couch and I pat my chest for him to lay with me and calm down.

I turn my music off but I don't hear anything.

it just freaks me out because ever since I moved from "home".. no one knows where I am, except my mom.

my mom is a 9-5 botherer, she wouldn't show up at midnight.

I live in a safe place (aka not the rich but in a block of apts where if I screamed someone would know and call the cops...a+ right?)

my point is....Ive moved from home, Illinois. I don't need to be worried about sounds or people in the night.

but it's in my bones now.