I lack self disciple in some areas but excell with it in others. I need to find more balance.

That I'm fat and that's not changing.

I’m an elderly black woman trapped in a young white males body

I struggle with depression and severe self hatred.

I may never be healed of this.

sexuality and the fact that i could die from what i’m doing to my body

I say I'm 6ft sometimes on the dating profiles but I'm really 5'11.