I Am Not A Rape Victim I Am A Survivor Of Rape
It's been 8 years and I'm only now capable, on a good day, of not blaming myself for it. I've put myself in many unsafe situations out of a stupid desire of self destruction. My mind had blocked out something that happened last summer until yesterday and now I feel like all the progress I've made over the course of 2016 is erased. I have to learn to stop blaming myself again. To [i]forgive[/i] myself. I feel like a mess...