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Today is always a trigger [I Was Raped]

It's been six years since my night changed for the worst.
It's been six years since my world got turned upside down.
Its been six years since I lost a big part of who I was.
It's been six years since my attack.

The 4th of July...a happy day for most is nothing but triggers for me. Hearing fireworks brings back flashbacks of one of the worst days of my life. I don't think I'll ever be able to enjoy this day again.

So much was stolen from me that night. I still remember it like it was yesterday, I remember what I was wearing and what he smelt like. I remember the rape exam and the 12+ hours of questioning from the police. I remember the line up days followed and the decisions I had to make. I remember the medications I had to take and the therapist I had to talk to. I remember my boyfriend not believing me despite the cut on my face and the bruises over my body. I remember the stares from people that knew me and knew what happened. I remember the cost for the plastic surgery to fix my face after being cut with a broken bottle.
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Tosah is a rough day. Today is filled with flashbacks and bad memories.
Today I wanna sleep if all away.
Mg husband knows how tough today is.

It's been six years
And I still remember
And I wish I didn't...
May you be able to get some sleep

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I was raped. I can't stop reliving it. It's been 7 years.
carpediem · 61-69, M
Such an awful criminal act. Best wishes to you.
*no words* 🖤
I’m so sorry

 
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