sorry for this rant, about my pregnancy issues.

I might be overeacting but sometimes it's hard for me to see babies.. It's hard for me to watch gender reveals.... It's hard for me to walk in a store and pass by baby stuff.. It's just hard sometimes because i know that there's this possibility that i could never have that... I know I'm young i shouldn't be worrying about this but November 14, 2019 ill never forget that night ... I found out that i had a bicornuate uterus which is known as the heart shaped uterus due to this A bicornuate uterus can increase the risk of a woman having a miscarriage in the later stages of pregnancy or give birth to a really pre term baby... which means i could be pregnant for 6,7 months and have a miscarriage.... Ever since i was little i couldn't wait to grow up to have my own kids...i was the one who if i saw a baby it was in my arms ...i love children and ever since i was little it was always a dream of mine and at age 16 my hopes and dreams got crushed .... yeah i know i shouldn't worry because there gonna be new " technology" but i don't want that it breaks my heart that people who don't know how to be parents, who mistreat their kids or etc, get to have kids but genuine people who would do their best for their kids don't get to have kids...truly breaks my heart .... this took a lot for me to post but i was watching something tonight and it really just hit me the wrong way ❤😔 its hard but god has a plan 🙏