I don't feel to do anything good for myself...

Day by day i am ruining myself....i am feeling very sad....why this feeling takeover me that i feel like why i am going through this?
Why i am this person?
I am tired of trying....i am so tired.... sometimes i wanna stop time and sleep that i never wake up...but i am scared of thought that if will never wake up then who will look after my mom and she is soft ...she can't survive if i will be not there anymore...
Why i am posting this here? If i am selfish or just attention seeker? Hmmm questions pops in my mind

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lovelywarpedlemon

you are not selfish and not an attention seeker. people need other people, they need support sometimes. i have felt the way you describe so many times, sometimes for long periods like every morning when i wake up and the only thing i look forward to is my first cup of coffee. i hope you know that you are not alone in how you're feeling. and it's okay to feel bad, if that's how you feel. you care and that's what's important. i always say don't give up bc you don't know if death is really the end of anything, and the only way things might get better is if you're still here to see it.

AngelKrish · 26-30, M

@lovelywarpedlemon i am not talking about death...it's to remove my existence that i have never existed...my mind i wanna shut down all negatives.....stop this nonsense i am feeling...i care because i am not bad person too.... some people are selfish they are still happy but i can't be that person....i care but i am not able to help myself presently..hmm

Zonuss · 41-45, M

Just live your life and forget the bs. 😌

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