Why I did pageants

I mainly wanted to make the most of my natural beauty what I was born with and I also wanted to get confidence within myself and talking to others , I gained interview skills from it and I also wanted modelling oppunties which I did get. I continued with them despite not winning any yet or placing yet because they encourage me to keep my figure in shape and look after my whole self physically and mentally and thats what makes me money at work so They have many advantages for me. And they make sure I dont let myself go. I no longer cry when I dont win , I did twice when I first started but now I just get over it even though I still feel disapointment and sadness. I get over it within an few days. If you have the looks and body then theres nothing wrong with using it to your advantage