Have you ever?

All the time but either no one cares or I don't trust anyone telling things I'd like to get off my chest. There were so many times I was sitting alone with another person who wanted me to talk, to say something, asking me why so sad and I wish I could spill everything out but I knew very well they didn't really want to hear anything of it and even if, they simply wouldn't understand. Everyone has problems, mine were none of their business and they would have nothing useful to say back to me anyway. Yeah, it's like that: everyone has problems and most of the time we're the only ones who could solve them. Nobody will do that for us.

Start a journal. It would serve the purpose [b]for you[/b] to be able to write out your thoughts. You don’t need strangers here as your audience. You don’t need them to taint your expression of emotions with their opinions.

I'd strongly suggest you get it out of your system. You could follow @CookieCrumbs great advice and start a journal. But you could also get it out just by talking to someone, literally anyone, and if you don't have other people to share with, you can try to share with a pet, or just verbally out loud to yourself, but it needs to get out of your body and into an activity. Exercise can be another great activity.

Sometimes I write these kind of thoughts just to get it out, then I look back over them and consider them carefully. Its hard to really ponder upon thoughts like these when there are so many, so it helps immensely to pencil them down

Many times . I used to write letters to myself and found it very therapeutic 😊.
For added affect post them to yourself 👍.
I actually did that …once when very young .. I became my own penal 😅

Usually i feel more likeitd either just get criticism and troll annoyance and i feel like its not worth the effort. But i do on occasion miss interacting and trusting and stuff

I do it either through music or song lyrics
I’ve learned not to actually write out any feelings here because I’ve gotten slaughtered for it

Write it for you, not an audience.

It does sound that a lot of those thoughts and feelings, although very strong and real are emphasised by tiredness.

Yes, quite often.