I Am Always Melancholy

Seeing this part of the world, a place I've only ever dreamed about growing up in. I feel like I've missed out on all that fantastic possibility. I feel the grey seeping in and I'm lost in my despair all over again, I may never change. I let the music take me farther than I've ever been. With the right sound sadness can spring eternal.
"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another"