I Am Bullied At School
I can't help my anxiety my social awkwardness.
But day after day I find myself scared to go into school I don't want to face the abuse and cruelty.
I have been trapped in a cubicle having a panic attack while they kick at the door yelling calling me a freak.
I don't eat in the canteen to avoid having stuff thrown at or poured on me.
I have gone to teachers and so have my parents but because they are high performing students it's always "we'll talk to them". But it makes it worse.
I don't know what to do I hate standing on the tube shaking cause I am so scared of what they will do or say to me.
Been on the same platform as them once waiting to go home and I really just wanted to jump in front of the train if it would put an end to all of this.
But day after day I find myself scared to go into school I don't want to face the abuse and cruelty.
I have been trapped in a cubicle having a panic attack while they kick at the door yelling calling me a freak.
I don't eat in the canteen to avoid having stuff thrown at or poured on me.
I have gone to teachers and so have my parents but because they are high performing students it's always "we'll talk to them". But it makes it worse.
I don't know what to do I hate standing on the tube shaking cause I am so scared of what they will do or say to me.
Been on the same platform as them once waiting to go home and I really just wanted to jump in front of the train if it would put an end to all of this.