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i'm exhausted

im tired. should sleep, but dont wanna. i have trust issues prob so i have the energy to socialize. im loathing myself in loneliness or smth. why must i be here. seiogjnsö<gnö<soignspådfp9inpemnfglö<sinvpi9< öo. frustrated at everything. i want to cry yet i cant. i've fucked myself in this life. i know i know that i have to be the initiator (or whatever the word was) to change my life, but im too lazy and no motivation to continue. i want to puch, scream, cry and open myself to others, but my trust issues or fear of being an inconvinience block me. im scared to death to get hurt, so i lock myself in my room. i mostly act that like im fine a bit sad but fine, hoping someone would notice my hurting. exept i have one friend, but its wierd bc shes also my ex and she has a new bf so i dont want to be wierd there or smth smth. anywho i should sleep so i can be awake in school. hope i get at least 4 hours of sleep.

bad writing is the cause of tiredness and english is not my fist language :]

apua... hjälp... help... nah, dont bother. help someone who accually needs help.

i hope i win the 50/50 in zhongli banner... heh.
AngelUnforgiven · 46-50, F
Please get some help! Life is passing you by. You are young and should be having the time of your life. Take something for energy, start there and then talk to someone. You are like a zombie, in a hollow shell of a body just wandering aimlessly. You need purpose , something to look forward to. You need life!
astrosandorbits · 26-30, M
Youre really young. I have two recommendations. Take some vitamin b12 (especially if you're low which many with anxiety are) and get some cardio and sunlight. Try to do 30 minutes a day. It'll work wonders for you and your health and you'll notice it almost immediately.
AngelUnforgiven · 46-50, F
Me too but im thankful to just be alive. I'm on day 7 of working 11 days straight. 264 hours. Things could be worse. Im feeling great, eating good and cant wait to get home.

 
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