I'm extremely depressed to the point I feel like a zombie. I'm going to be stuck at taco bell until I either die or off myself. Whichever happens firs

I hope that you feel better soon. I dont like seeing people unhappy. Try doing something that makes you happy to take your mind off of things. I get down sometimes, because I work a lot i have 2 children and a husband that i hardly see. But deep down i know that its worth it for now. Everything that i do i do for the 3 of them. So when I'm off we cook together we hang and its great.. So i bought a swing for myself i sit on it and i color in adult coloring books. It has fairy lights in it, and a Bluetooth speaker so i listen to podcasts and my favorite music its my little piece of heaven. Get something for you or do something for yourself.