I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

Part of me wants to stay and part of me wants to leave. I'm full of "what ifs" but I think it's time to accept the truth. I'll leave, soon. Not yet but I will. I want to remember the good things about this and make more memories for just a but and then I'll leave because if I stay any longer, it won't be good for my heart. I'll leave. I will.