I Think Failed Relationships Change People

I'm not the same after my first big love. I subconsciously held a place for him and turned my back on part of myself. I'm still trying to get that back after thirty years. When I found him, he said part of his soul was missing too. He was the fool that left. I wonder what kind of friend he'll be, because I'll always hold a torch for him and what we had. Dude. It was damn good.