I Struggle With My Body Image

I used to when I was younger, but not anymore. As far as women in magzines and weight loss commercials go I wanted a flat belly. I would try to do a bunch of sit ups and stuff. But at some point I stopped because I decided it wasn't worth it. I thought about that if I got a flat belly that what if I looked anorexic instead of nice. I knew I didn't want to look like that, I knew I didn't want my body to be messed up. So instead I stopped what I was doing and tried to appreciate for what my body looked like. To this day I still have the same belly as I did back then and I'm going to keep it. If it becomes flat it's going to do it naturally. I do however want some muscles and abs. But that can wait once I have money of my own to buy healthy foods and beans. I do love running and working out. Can't wait til I'm able to swim by myself for the first time in a pool though. Would be very nice to do.