I Hate the World We Live In

I really want to be optimistic and love the world that we live in, but I'd be lying to myself if I didn't say that I was scared. There's a lot of bad people in the world. Too many bad things happen to so many good people. I keep thinking to the Orlando shooting where so many gay people were shot and killed in a night club. This is just one small example of why I hate this world, but the possibility of something like that happening again scares me to death. I keep thinking if I would have lived there, if I would have been a few years older, I could have been in there, I could have died. No, actually, being an openly gay man I could die at any time. People shouldn't be this afraid. I hate being scared like this. I know other people have it worse but that doesn't invalidate how I'm feeling.