I Would Rather Be Behind the Camera Than In Front of It

I don't have a lot of photos of myself. Mostly because of the way I look.
Mum used to take a ton with my sister, but never with me. I just grew up hating them, a lot.
I only have maybe one or two on my social media that I let the public view, and even then I hardly show my entire face.
I prefer to take photos than be in them.
That and I have almost always gotten negative comments about photos.